Thank you for following and thank you for over 500 views of my posts narrating my journey to master high-functioning Autistic Savant syndrome with co-morbid ADHD and OCPD

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you for following and thank you for over 500 views of my posts narrating my journey to master high-functioning Autistic Savant syndrome with co-morbid ADHD and OCPD. I only visit Normal, I don’t get to stay there…but you make it less lonely for me 🙂 Feel free to…… Continue reading Thank you for following and thank you for over 500 views of my posts narrating my journey to master high-functioning Autistic Savant syndrome with co-morbid ADHD and OCPD

Day 13 post failed suicide attempt – Fortnite

**TRIGGER WARNING: GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION OF SUICIDE ATTEMPT** 5:00am Nurse takes my blood pressure. I get up and go to the eating hall where we have breakfast. I sit at a table on my own, as per usual, and eat my breakfast. It is Friday today, my second Friday in this Psychiatric Hospital. Tomorrow would be…… Continue reading Day 13 post failed suicide attempt – Fortnite

Day 12 post failed suicide attempt – How I made money

5:00am I wake up. Nurse takes my blood pressure. Breakfast. Shower. I get dressed and make myself a cup of coffee. The Psychiatrist will only arrive at 10:00 so I decide to sit and review my career path. How did I make money? Where did money come from? The Origin of Money[ii]There are three major…… Continue reading Day 12 post failed suicide attempt – How I made money

Help me tell my Failed Suicide story by funding my book! – Please share

https://gogetfunding.com/recovering-after-my-involuntary-suicide-attempt-due-to-unknown-autistic-burnout/ “If you are at the bottom, everything overwhelms you because you are damn near dead. Everything should overwhelm you because you have no extra resources. Any more threat and you’re sunk so you become extremely sensitive to negative emotion and perhaps become impulsive.”In life, as you go up the status ladder you become less…… Continue reading Help me tell my Failed Suicide story by funding my book! – Please share

Day 11 post failed suicide attempt – familiarity breeds contempt

5:00am Nurse checks blood pressure. Breakfast. Shower. The Psychiatrist informs the staff to tell me that he would only visit at 19:00 that evening. The Psychologist will only visit me at 15:00, so I have the morning to myself. I start to work on what the Psychiatrist asked the previous day, and I try to…… Continue reading Day 11 post failed suicide attempt – familiarity breeds contempt

Day 10 post failed suicide attempt – Choose day

5:00am Nurse takes blood pressure. Breakfast. Shower. Wait for Psychiatrist. It is Tuesday today… Tuesday: Old English Tīwesdæg ‘day of Tīw’, a Germanic god of war and the sky.Google I never could understand why ‘days’ felt different to people. Some hated Monday, some loved Wednesday, most wait for Friday and Saturday. Religious folk (most of them) practice…… Continue reading Day 10 post failed suicide attempt – Choose day

Day 9 post failed suicide attempt – removing stitches and: “What is ‘normal’ anyway?”

5:00 Nurse takes blood pressure. She inspects the wound on my wrist and informs me that it has healed very well. We may want to look at removing the stitches later that morning. I go to have breakfast: scrambled eggs, grilled tomato, slice of brown toast, a small tub of yogurt, fresh fruit salad and…… Continue reading Day 9 post failed suicide attempt – removing stitches and: “What is ‘normal’ anyway?”

Day 8 post failed suicide attempt – Autistic Burnout

Sunday 5:00am Nurse takes blood pressure. Inspects the wound on my wrist, stitches can be removed in the next day or two. Healing very well. Breakfast Shower Wait for Psychiatrist… He arrives at 9:00 and we start talking in a very relaxed manner. He looks calmer than in the previous sessions. He is as tall…… Continue reading Day 8 post failed suicide attempt – Autistic Burnout

Day 7 post failed suicide attempt – roommates of a High-functioning Autistic Savant

5:00am Nurse take blood pressure. Breakfast Shower Wait… Nurse informs me that the Psychiatrist will only visit later that morning so I decide to take stock of the first week in this very interesting place called: Psychiatric Hospital. The 3 gentlemen sharing my room with me has different reasons why they find themselves in this…… Continue reading Day 7 post failed suicide attempt – roommates of a High-functioning Autistic Savant