Body The human experience is one that has fascinated me for as long as I can remember. I had a difficult childhood which only Neurodivergent folk would be able to relate to. Confused, anxious, high-strung, always alert, always watching, always analyzing. I was a skinny kid with low muscle tone. My appetite was just enough…… Continue reading Nominated at 12 to attend a School for the Gifted – Autism
5:00am Nurse takes my blood pressure. Breakfast. Alone… I have porridge, not too hot, not too cold, just right… I have yogurt and fresh fruit. I enjoy an omelette with cheese and bacon bits. I wash it down with a cup of coffee. I take my medicine with a glass of apple juice. I take…… Continue reading Day 14 post failed suicide attempt – There and back again…
5:00am I wake up. Nurse takes my blood pressure. Breakfast. Shower. I get dressed and make myself a cup of coffee. The Psychiatrist will only arrive at 10:00 so I decide to sit and review my career path. How did I make money? Where did money come from? The Origin of Money[ii]There are three major…… Continue reading Day 12 post failed suicide attempt – How I made money
https://gogetfunding.com/recovering-after-my-involuntary-suicide-attempt-due-to-unknown-autistic-burnout/ “If you are at the bottom, everything overwhelms you because you are damn near dead. Everything should overwhelm you because you have no extra resources. Any more threat and you’re sunk so you become extremely sensitive to negative emotion and perhaps become impulsive.”In life, as you go up the status ladder you become less…… Continue reading Help me tell my Failed Suicide story by funding my book! – Please share
5:00am Friday morning. Nurse takes blood pressure. Breakfast Alone. Bandage still on my wrist covering the 11 stitches used to close the wound I caused with my switchblade. All the other patients avoid me, probably because I am the only one in the Psychiatric Ward who tried to commit suicide. Shower. Get dressed. Wait… Psychiatrist…… Continue reading Day 6 post failed suicide attempt – what is religion really?
Hey Boss I had my monthly session with my Psychiatrist today, here is some feedback just to keep you updated on my journey. I hope you don’t mind being the recipient, but it helps me understand my journey better if I ‘soundboard’ my experience 🙂 I also didn’t include the other GDs in this email…… Continue reading Autistic Savant syndrome – feedback to my Boss after 2 months back at work post my failed suicide attempt
Allow me to… I am writing you this first post of mine to inform you of an event that happened a while ago. Please read this with an open mind, I hope to provide as much clarity as I can at this point in time. It does have a happy ending 🙂 I was admitted…… Continue reading Introduce Yourself