Day 12 post failed suicide attempt – How I made money

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5:00am I wake up. Nurse takes my blood pressure. Breakfast. Shower. I get dressed and make myself a cup of coffee. The Psychiatrist will only arrive at 10:00 so I decide to sit and review my career path. How did I make money? Where did money come from? The Origin of Money[ii]There are three major…… Continue reading Day 12 post failed suicide attempt – How I made money

Help me tell my Failed Suicide story by funding my book! – Please share

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https://gogetfunding.com/recovering-after-my-involuntary-suicide-attempt-due-to-unknown-autistic-burnout/ “If you are at the bottom, everything overwhelms you because you are damn near dead. Everything should overwhelm you because you have no extra resources. Any more threat and you’re sunk so you become extremely sensitive to negative emotion and perhaps become impulsive.”In life, as you go up the status ladder you become less…… Continue reading Help me tell my Failed Suicide story by funding my book! – Please share

Day 8 post failed suicide attempt – Autistic Burnout

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Sunday 5:00am Nurse takes blood pressure. Inspects the wound on my wrist, stitches can be removed in the next day or two. Healing very well. Breakfast Shower Wait for Psychiatrist… He arrives at 9:00 and we start talking in a very relaxed manner. He looks calmer than in the previous sessions. He is as tall…… Continue reading Day 8 post failed suicide attempt – Autistic Burnout

Day 7 post failed suicide attempt – roommates of a High-functioning Autistic Savant

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5:00am Nurse take blood pressure. Breakfast Shower Wait… Nurse informs me that the Psychiatrist will only visit later that morning so I decide to take stock of the first week in this very interesting place called: Psychiatric Hospital. The 3 gentlemen sharing my room with me has different reasons why they find themselves in this…… Continue reading Day 7 post failed suicide attempt – roommates of a High-functioning Autistic Savant

Day 5 post failed suicide attempt – Ritalin to assist with High-functioning Autistic Savant Syndrome

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Rise Rise against the dying of the light… On the 5th day in the Psychiatric Hospital I was about to test medication called Ritalin. Ritalin (methylphenidate) is a nervous system stimulant that’s commonly used to treat ADHD in adults and children.It’s a brand-name prescription medication that targets dopamine and norepinephrine in the brain to reduce…… Continue reading Day 5 post failed suicide attempt – Ritalin to assist with High-functioning Autistic Savant Syndrome

Day 4 post failed suicide attempt – Autistic Savant syndrome

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Morning I wake up the same way as the previous day, nurse taking blood pressure, breakfast, medication, shower, get dressed, wait for the Psychiatrist. I do not join the group activity in the hospital, neither do I partake in the arts and crafts sessions. I don’t feel like engaging with the other patients… The nurse…… Continue reading Day 4 post failed suicide attempt – Autistic Savant syndrome

Day 3 post failed suicide attempt – High-Functioning Autistic Savant syndrome

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Morning 5:00am on a Tuesday I wake up with the request from the nurse, who entered our room, to sit up and have my blood pressure monitored. She asks about my pain and for a moment I forgot what she was referring to… Oh, yes, now I recall…the scar on my wrist. I received 11…… Continue reading Day 3 post failed suicide attempt – High-Functioning Autistic Savant syndrome