Day 12 post failed suicide attempt – How I made money

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5:00am I wake up. Nurse takes my blood pressure. Breakfast. Shower. I get dressed and make myself a cup of coffee. The Psychiatrist will only arrive at 10:00 so I decide to sit and review my career path. How did I make money? Where did money come from? The Origin of Money[ii]There are three major…… Continue reading Day 12 post failed suicide attempt – How I made money

Day 11 post failed suicide attempt – familiarity breeds contempt

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5:00am Nurse checks blood pressure. Breakfast. Shower. The Psychiatrist informs the staff to tell me that he would only visit at 19:00 that evening. The Psychologist will only visit me at 15:00, so I have the morning to myself. I start to work on what the Psychiatrist asked the previous day, and I try to…… Continue reading Day 11 post failed suicide attempt – familiarity breeds contempt

Day 5 post failed suicide attempt – Ritalin to assist with High-functioning Autistic Savant Syndrome

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Rise Rise against the dying of the light… On the 5th day in the Psychiatric Hospital I was about to test medication called Ritalin. Ritalin (methylphenidate) is a nervous system stimulant that’s commonly used to treat ADHD in adults and children.It’s a brand-name prescription medication that targets dopamine and norepinephrine in the brain to reduce…… Continue reading Day 5 post failed suicide attempt – Ritalin to assist with High-functioning Autistic Savant Syndrome

Day 1 in Psychiatric ward post failed suicide attempt – High-functioning Autistic Savant syndrome

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The first day in a Psychiatric ward is not like in the movies. I did not know what to expect and had to follow instructions from nurses who have dealt with people with severe psychological issues, addiction, trauma, life-changing events and depression. I did not see myself in any of these categories… After my first…… Continue reading Day 1 in Psychiatric ward post failed suicide attempt – High-functioning Autistic Savant syndrome

Trauma recovery after failed suicide due to Autistic Burnout – Feedback to my Boss

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Hi Boss Just some feedback after my session with my Psychiatrist today: SUCCESS Traumatic Grief The normal experience of grief is a deep sadness, a yearning for the past, often loneliness and a need to reach out for comfort. There may be initial shock and an inability to comprehend the reality of the loss, raw…… Continue reading Trauma recovery after failed suicide due to Autistic Burnout – Feedback to my Boss